it's 2010....

From the last blog entries, date on Aug 2009, i realised that i haven not been writing to my blog for almost 5 months. I have been so lazy to write and i felt that my whole life is simple. nothing amazing to blog about.

Well, i should stop my slackness already. Those who have been reading my blog, should be aware about my relationship.. Just a update to you that, my dardar is still holding on together with me. Yappy! happy right. it is not easy at all but is worth andl lovely!

Begin with a wonderful 2010~~!!
My wish list for 2010:

1. DSLR Camera
2. Burberry Bag
3. Upgrade my car
4. Earn more money to get what i want
5. Save more money
6. Pending to change my hp too
7. Travel

Sudden felt a lost at it, donno what to write for my wish list. Maybe I'm still day dreaming. i should write a list what have accomplished on 2009. Will be updating soon. =)

new semester begins...

Year 2 Semester 1 begin. This is just my 2nd week of semester, still got 11 weeks more to exam. i felt that actually the semester passes very fast. Guess what i did yesterday? i called to NTU admin to request whether can i add another module for this semester as i miss the add/drop period last week. I'm glad that she approved my request but then, she nag at me, saying no more next time. I'm taking total of 4 modules (Microprocessor, Integrated Electronic, Signals & Systems, Laboratory) now, 2 of them are year 3 modules. (I'm a kan chiong spider right?) haha... So,,,, i got lesson every weekday evening except on THURS! I told myself the time passes very quick and fast so don't think of it!

Since I'm taking 4 modules this semester, i sow blood must die die be hardworking for this semester as my GPA dropped last semester. I know i didn't do well last semester, been very lazy and no motivation.

Way to go, jia you Jocelyn.... Can't be a puncture tyres! Score with a flying colour and double hardworking!!!!!! As well, im looking forward towards December as Dar and me are planning to go oversea.

Chinese Phase to describe :先苦后甜

Tight Braces Again

I went to dental to adjust my braces yesterday. Same thing repeating again and again, that is..........

"I feel my tooth are SO tight and painful again!"

PAIN until i keep on playing my tooth so that i won't feel so much pain esp. my front 4 tooth that are tight with close chain. It's 2ND day of tightening and the pains are still on. Hopefully tomorrow the pain is reduce a bit.

*wink wink* pain pain go away.

***Can't wait to remove my braces!***

Countdown to 3 more months!

Watching "The Hangover" tonight!

My sunday!

Woke up from Dar's place as no one was around. Dar and his mummy are working so i decided to go AMK HUB to shop and settle my lunch.

Face Treading
I headed to In Beauty located at AMK central to do face treading yesterday. It's was my first time doing it and it was damn painful. I couldn't tolerate the pain at all.

It's started off with my forehead.
1stly, she start with the area that tend to have alot of baby hair, upper forehead.
the feeling is "tickling like ants biting." Guess i got alot of fine hair bahz haha.

2ndly, follow by your left check, this part is still tolerable. not as painful as the forehead.

3rdly, your left lower jaws. CAUTION! This is the most hurtful and bloody pain area for me! The feeling is "PAPER CUTTING"! I have held my both hand tightly.

note: 1st to 3rd steps continue on your right face.

lastly, the SENSITIVE area around your mouth called as your "little moustache" need to be remove! The lady asked me to M-shaped my mouth and the pain going to start again. My tears dropped, wasted it.

After complete the whole process, my face can describe as NUMB. When i looked myself at the mirror, my face was super red even the powder can't cover my redness. No choice, for the sake of beauty, i have to tolerate the pain. It's was itch at first but it recover very fast.

Jogging
When I'm headed back to Dar's place, i decided to go for a jog! I'm kinda lazy gal, so this time, i push myself to do some exercise. I started to jog at 5.10pm at Bishan Park. I jogged the whole Bishan Park and back to Dar's place at 5.50pm. It's kinda fast i think haha. I did some push-up also! After resting about 15mins, DAR is back! He tabao my dinner for me too. He told i won't be back so early haha and asked why i finish my jogging so fast? Resting, bathing and have my chicken rice and resting until the night fall.

I was watching Miss USA Beauty Pageant last midnight.
They are so confident, sophisticated, beautiful.

Miss USA 2009 - Miss North Carolina USA - Kristen Dalton

but..........She's my preferred MISS USA, i like her fabulous smile but she got 3rd runner-up.

Miss Arizona USA - Alicia-Monique Blanco

Health Screening

Today, we are been told to do our health screening test. We are giving a grant of $50 to each of us. I felt that the test is quite expensive if without the subsidise.

They have 4 packages available:
1. Premium Blood Test Package: $55
2. Comprehensive Test Package: $105
3. Ehanced Test Package: $125
4. Overall Test Package: $165

I choose (3) enhanced test package cos it's include of ovarian test. I have never do this of test before. I been doing the normal screening package includes height and weight measurements, blood pressure and pulse reading, blood screening for total cholesterol, HDL cholesterol, LDL cholesterol, cholesterol ratio, triglycerides and blood glucose, eye test and body fat analysis but this time, i felt that i should check more intensively and i should really got to know my condition well. Enhanced Test Package includes of Liver profile, Hepatitis profile, Kidney profile, Endocrine profile, bone & joint profile, ovarian cancer marker, venereal profile, full blood count, Hb indices and blood Group.

Liver Profile: total bilirubin, alkaline phosphatase, SGPT (ALT), SGOT (AST), gamma GT (GGT), total protein, albumin, globulin, alb/glob ratio.
Hepatitis Profile: hep B s antigen, hep B s antibody, hep A antibody.
Kidney Profile: urea, creatinie, potassium, sodium, chloride, urine feme.
Endocrine Profile: free thyroxine (FT4), thyroid stimultating hormone (TSH).
Bone & Joint Profile: Calcium, phosphate, uric acid, rheumatoid arthritis.
Cancer Markers: alpha-feto protein (AFP), carcino embryonic antigen (CEA), ovarian (CA125) or prostate (PSA) cancer.
Venereal Profile: VDRL
Full Blood Count: hb, total, WBC, plt, ESR, differential count, PBF.
Hb Indices: HCT, MCV, MCH, MCHC.
Blood Group: ABO and Rhesus.

My colleague said that it would cost normally up to $300+ for a women to do a health screening + ovarian test in hospital and clinic. It's consider that we are lucky that we got a budget and worth health screening provide to us. The process is short and i don't feel pain at all. Well-trained nurse. FYI, they took about 10cc x 2 of the bottles.

I spent a total of $125 inc. 7% GST = $133.75.
With company's subsidise = #133.75 - $50=$83.75

Although i don't have much money left, but i felt that i can't save this kind of money. It screening date is from 28 -31 July. $83.75 is more worth than a life of mine. Hopefully everything is fine. =)

If you are keen to do a test like what i did, please go to:
Health Outreach Programme Pte Ltd
69 Ayer Rajah Cresent #03-04 Singapore 139961
Tel: (65) 67466033-6777

Hell y*u Hell y*u!

Sorry bloggie that i neglected you. I was so busy recently and i realised that i never my blog for 4 months. Back to square 2!

Maybe some of my friends are curious what am i busy at that moment. Arh, struggling in study, preparing for exam, hunting for job and been going interviews for the past few months.

I have a very bad experience from my previous job but with heaven god, i was with them for 2 months only.

Story begins when i ended my contract with NYP (April).........
I was ask to work in a small local company that got 2 lady bosses, 1 admin and me. My job task was supposed to be a telemarketer, this is continue until the admin gal decided to quit. Of cos, my job is change to morning - admin, afternoon- telemarketer. Franky, I'm damn not use to it at first cos I'm a engineer which i know my limit that I'm not capable for administrative work. haha.

My everyday routine work has become very busy. Sometime i need to do sales when they booked a bazaar. Not only this, incl: pack stock, event runner, handle account and printing of voucher. I felt that I'm so call as "all into 1" package staff! Felt not Worthy. I was pissed for what she has arranged:

I was late at the beginning which she couldn't accept that she want to sign timesheet whether I'm in & out. If i late 5 MINS, deduct $$$$5. Bloody hell, that's alot. Her work is always heavy. I have to OT most of the day to 7/8pm everyday. When i told her that can i compensate the amount that i work OT to my minutes of late? SHE SAID: NO SUCH THINGS! It's my problem that i can't finish my work on time and have to OT. IS she is a good boss? I can say NO. She just think of work must be done but does she ever concern about her staff?

What she did, she really deduct my pay from $1500 to $1143.60 (gross income)!!!!! Let me break it out:

No of days work: $1500*20/22= $1363.54 (2 days of MC, without Medical Leave Scheme)

24 June: 9am-9.15am=$5
9.15am-11.30am=$135 ($140)
26 June: 9am-9.15am=$5
9.15am-10.30am=$75 ($80)
Total Deduction is $220!!!!!

Most of the days i reach before 8.30 cos i'm sending my bf to work which i can reach my workplace very early. My per day salary is $68.18 only. How could she deduct more than one of day allowance? If that the case, i should not turn up for work and take a MC instead which only deduct $68.18! Should i complain to MOM? It's flecking ass!

She still owe me another salary which i suppose to get it in 5th July but till now, i have not receive. Whenever i asked her when can i receive the amount through sms, she show impatient and impolite in her msg. She is a worst lady i have ever seen. I'm glad that I'm out of that stupid shitty company. God Bess!

Job Hunting

it's been a long time since i blogged.
i been very confusing recently cos of my new job hunting.
sometimes i felt that i'm in depression.
i been sending over 100 resumes to employer but response is low.

There are 3 pending jobs for me.
Government, Ministry: still pending for 2nd interview.
LTA: 2nd interview is confirmed, 1st April.
Raffles Institution (JC): waiting for 1st interview, this coming fri.
i have rejected one local company from kallang yesterday. i am honestly to tell him i have a better offering. the employer look high prospect in me but in e end, i gave up the job opportunity. Nvm, hopefully i can get in either one of it in pending.

i neglected my studies also. i tend to skip lesson often. i have 3 more weeks to my examinations. i can't be so playful already. i keep on telling myself not to waste my school fees. i have to try my best. my dar just enrolled part time studies at unisim. i wish that his application will be successful cos he decided to study.

i can't wait for my new working environment to come. i think I'm getting sick of my job in nyp already. i become lazier and no more motivation to work already. let's count down 4 more week to my last day of work then.

"I want to get a confirmation of my new job asap , please!"

Tired Tired Tired

Morning. I felt so sleepy now because i played mj at dar house with his friends last night. We played 3 rounds. Coincidence that i "tiao" my "dong fong" 3 times too. Luckly right. haha. I win $6 and dar-$4 haha. Bu it was a tiring game. Its seem this i have improve my skill. No more "zha hu" haha. Hopefully can improve for the better.

March Season

it's march now. I'm so sigh. No job news back yet. Why taking them so long? 2 more months, i'm going to be jobless liao. Anyway, my recess term break finish. This week back to school for lesson. Left 6 weeks to my examination. Haha can't play around soon. I want mj. Maybe this friday night mj haha. Oh, i missed my laopo. I'm meeting her for dinner tomolo. Gal's gossip haha. Muakz. Chaoz.

thank you dear.

DAR, i want to write to you again.

do you know how long we been together already?

Coming April, it going to be 6 years Anniversary.

This is the longest relationship in my life.

We have been separated before and we came through it.

Its never easy for us but we have always been holding on cos we love each other.

Thanks for been tolerate my nuisance sometimes. I will tend to be stubborn too haha.

It's fun to be just with you.

I have sense the love you're giving me now and you,

Love me to scratch your back. You want it every night before you sleep.

Big baby boy! Exactly same as Oscar. Love to"sayang".

::I'm getting mushy, OPEN YOUR EYES BIG!::

Thanks for all those years to be by my side. Our efforts have come to so far.

Nothing can separated from us now.

I want you to be with me from now and forever.

Becos i just like the way we are.

Don't said i love you more than you love me.

You love me more than i love you now.

There are more points for you to love me more.

I want to write to you cos i'm appreciating the effort we are putting.

Life maybe a bit hard for us now because we are tight of money.

DAR, it's ok. I'm sure you are a future successful man.

Counting 3 months to your ORD!

Really love you too.... I want everything in and out from you. =p Muackz

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M i too sensitive?

I'm asking myself a question:
m i too sensitive?
I donno why. Just that sometimes i got a feel that something isn't right. It's came all of sudden.
is it bcos of a bit of ignoring and unconcern then i became to be sensitive again?
Pls la. He won't be always 24/7 with me. Why m i over concerning it?
The feeling is bad, i hate it.

i really donno why I'm that of BIG sensitive.
i wish that I'm not.
whenever my sensitive is been alert, i will tend to anyhow think.
i know i'm thinking too much that why i won't speak out.
cos is i'm e one thinking too much. it's nothing happen.
i guess it's bcos he's too tired sometimes.
will tend to neglect certain things.

PS: PLEASE DON'T BE THAT KIND OF BIG SENSITIVE.
STOP YOUR NONSENSE NOW.
I'M TELLING MYSELF! STOP IT.
I HATE THIS!