S.H.E - FM S.H.E [我的电台] 专辑

1. 早安您好
2. 我爱烦恼
3. 宇宙小姐
4. 沿海公路的出口
5. 天亮了
6. 比你贱
7. 喜碧夫人时间
8. 女孩当志强
9. 安静了
10. 我是火星人
11. 612星球
12. 店小二
13. 熬夜
14. 月光手札
15. 酸甜 (feat 飞轮海)

**Recommended songs: 沿海公路的出口, 酸甜, 安静了, 612星球, 我是火星人**

S.H.E - 612星球 Lyrics 歌詞

作詞：徐世珍 作曲：鄭楠

滿園玫瑰我以為找到我那一朵
認真愛了卻狠狠刺傷我的雙手
責備什麼人也沒有用
玫瑰都紅 難免看錯

望著天空愛是否活在童話裏頭
小王子說有些事流浪過才會懂
原來每顆心都有個洞
找不到真愛 會一直寂寞 oh~~~

我但願有一個人在等我
在屬於我的612星球
好讓我忍著痛也願意往下走
不快樂至少要有夢

一定會有一個人在等我
無條件擁抱著我的所有
相遇前我還要翻越多少山丘
花別榭太快 請你等等我

擦乾眼淚一個人漂流在這宇宙
小王子說愛一定開在某個角落
路上相愛的人那麼多
我會幸福嗎 在什麼時候 oh~

我但願有一個人在等我
在屬於我的612星球
好讓我忍著痛也願意往下走
不快樂至少要有夢

一定會有一個人在等我
無條件擁抱著我的所有
相遇前我還要翻越多少山丘
花別謝太快 請你等等我

我但願有一個人在等我
在屬於我的612星球
好讓我忍著痛也願意往下走
不快樂至少要有夢

一定會有一個人在等我
無條件擁抱著我的所有
相遇前我還要翻越多少山丘
花別謝太快 請你等等我

STUPID ME!

I hate myself for being so KPO to read what you have written.
I hate myself for being so persistent in relationship.
I hate myself for being so forgiving all the times.
I hate myself for being thinking of you.
I hate myself for been so unbearable to leave you.
I hate myself for been loving you so much.
I hate myself for doing all the things which make you feel happy.
I hate myself for not looking on the bright side.
I hate myself for not giving a chance to other people.

I HATE MYSELF!
"I dont't wish to end just like that!"

THIS IS NOT WHAT WE WANT, PLEASE!

S.H.E - 安静了Lyrics 歌词

作詞：任家萱 ( Selina ) 作曲：周杰倫　編曲：呂紹淳　 只剩下鋼琴陪我站在這裡

夢想中屬於我們的婚禮
卻成了 單人結婚進行曲
在這場愛情角力的拔河裡
愛我還是愛你 你選擇了自己

撒嬌的 可愛的 黏人的 愛哭的 照片裡 曾經的都是你喜歡的
如今我還在原地 你卻走回你的記憶

你說我愛你太多 就快要把你淹沒
你害怕幸福短暫一秒就崩落
分開是一種解脫 讓你好好的想過
我想要的那片天空 你是不是能夠給我

你說我給你太多 卻不能給我什麼
分不清激情 承諾 永恆或迷惑
愛情是一道傷口 我們各自苦痛
沉默是我最後溫柔 是因為我太愛你

只剩下鋼琴陪我站在這裡
夢想中屬於我們的婚禮 安靜了 在我枕邊的夢裡
我知道相愛原本就不容易
愛不是1加1 努力就有結局

撒嬌的 可愛的 黏人的 愛哭的 照片裡 曾經的都是愛著你的
臉頰的淚還溫熱 卻沒有人握我的手

你說我愛你太多 就快要把你淹沒
你害怕幸福短暫一秒就崩落
分開是一種解脫 讓你好好的想過
我想要的那片天空 你是不是能夠給我

你說我給你太多 卻不能給我什麼
分不清激情 承諾 永恆或迷惑
愛情是一道傷口 我們各自苦痛
沉默是我最後溫柔 是因為我太愛你

"You're always on my mind"

I wanna post again!
I want to write out all i felt!

Des and me have met up yesterday. I'm been thinking for few days should i meet him anot. But when i told myself that he made an initiative to ask me out, i should be brave to face him. After my ice-skating at Leisure Park, he came to find me.

I felt weird at first cos it was really uncomfortable. We are normal, just a casual talk on how's life going. We headed to Esplanade after our dinner. It was a few years back ever since we been there. We find a small corner to sit and here goes our conversation. He asked me do i have any things to tell him? Frankly speaking, 'nope' at the beginning. We sat down at slowly talked about our 5 years+ of relationship. I always told myself to be strong to face it and don't be foolish again. At that moment, i know that i have not forget him and still love him. Des made me so confused. He let me go because:

• He want my life to be bright fully.
• I love him more than he love me.
• He don't want to hurt me if he does anything wrong.
• I can be happier without him by my side.
  

He told me, "Actually i still wish to hold on this relationship. Why you want to come on that day, if you didn't come on, nothing will happen." I felt so heartache when i heard it. i felt that I'm the one making a mess of it. I can sensed EVERYTHING from him. I know we misses each other alot. We have been spending along for 5 years plus. It wasn't easy at all. I felt so relief, when I'm with him. He the only guy that i will make an initiative to do everything. Last night, i really do still love him. When Des told me what's thinking, i felt that it's a good thing. Cos we must shared out our thought. I'm happy that we did. He asked me, "If one day i come back to you, will you come back?, Do you still love me now?" i wish to tell Des the truth that I wish that you will be back by my side and i still love you! But i didn't, i keep on denying cos I'm afraid to get hurt again. I know i should tell him the truth cos i might slipped the chance but I DIDN'T !

When the moment that he lend his head to me and kissed me, i know that he still love me. Cos i understand what he's character is. I can't resist anymore. I just want to cherish the moment that we are together. I felt that he's still with me even though we are apart. I missed the moment that i was sitting at his back and hugging him when he was riding his bike. We headed back to his place. I know that his mum will be surprised to see me and thought we are fine already but we weren't. I go to his place cos i want to pack my stuff back home. But truth fact, i don't bear to leave him and i still want him to be by my side, so without regrets, i followed him. I know Des also can't bear to leave just like that. I know he also miss the moment that we have! I can sensed it even thought he didn't mention anything to me. I decided not to go home cos we really can't bear each other to leave.

The Deep sparkle Of Love That Occurs!

Night time comes, He still sitting beside me, lying on his shoulder and seeing his face. It's really warmed my heart. When the night start to fall, we hugged each other. When the moment that he hugged me, i know that both of us can't bear each other. I love his hugs and i do also. Alot of things occurs so naturally. There's doting, eyes contacting and misses. Cos that's "LOVE". If you won't love a person, you won't have to do such things. I know i couldn't resist anymore cos i still love him. We both treasure the night. Feeling totally changed. Till last night, i then realized how much we love and miss each other and it's so strong without words. I was wronged all the time. i thought we really can't be back again but when i realized alot of things, i know we are truly love each other. I having a warm sleep cos Des is hugging me to sleep throughout the night. He won't have to does all this if he don't love me anymore. When morning reaches, I COULDN'T FACE THE REALITY that we have to leave. Maybe he's waiting for me to finish my bathing, perhaps. We hugged each other right away and give each other a kiss before i leave for my work and he need to go back to camp. It's come across so naturally. Well, i believe in him. Everything! You are my beloved boyfriend all along. Thanks for loving me. Sometimes things are meant to be with us. No regrets and hatefulness. Give a chance to think about what we have and did.

A Message to Des:
"Its really unbearable and really miss everything that we did. I know we still have to move on. The feeling i felt for last night is unforgettable. At that moment, i realized how much we love & miss each other. The night passed fast that we're going to apart each other. We know we can't bear each other to leave but we no choice. For now, we know that leaving each other and giving each other time to think is the best. Our love just like a sparkle of fire. Hugging me to sleep and kisses from you, I will remember always. I wish to be selfish and be a demanding gal that won't allow you to leave. Loving you and be a good girlfriend, will be the best that i can give. It's not going to be history or past tense. It will be a miracle and a future for each day! "

CRAZY SALES!

Shopping paradise yesterday! Xinxin and i went to Taka and Wisma. We didn't bought anything cos all the items are so EXPENSIVE. I nearly bought a long cottonwood shirt from Pull & Bear but it's cost $50 for it. I think it's not worth cos it's a thin layer of cloth only. Alot of things are tempting but we keep on self resisting. Haha! We plan to meeting another friends of mine at Grand Hyatt Hotel. Why is it at there? They are catching up a BIG BRANDED WAREHOUSE SALE! At first, i wasn't so tempting to go there cos i think the items they're selling are old and dirty. Never expect that it would be a SO GIGANTIC! They sold lots of different branded brands; RAOUL, GAP, LEVIS, GUESS, MISS SIXTY and......... Wowow, the most tempting was "GUESS CORNER", the biggest counter of all. They have almost 20WARDROBES for bags!

BAGS ARE DAMN CHEAP REGARDLESS OF ANY SIZE!

SALES PRICES AS STATED:

- 1 for $45

- 3 for $120

- 5 for $175

UNEXPECTED PRICE DROPPED AFTER 2 HOURS:

Straw bag - $15 (I bought one for my xiao mei.)

Stripe bag - $15 (Although it isn't that beautiful, but i was attracted by it's inner design and compartment. A very useful bag for studying and beach scroll. I bought 2 with different colours! )

Shimmering handbag - $30

Ashly-yellow hand/sling bag - $30(Supposing, this 2 should be @ $45 each but i guess that the cashier has key in the WRONG AMOUNT. I have save $20 for both!)

I HAVE BOUGHT 5 BAGS FROM GUESS! Prices are so reasonable! Call sales were announced at 5pm! They announced that Straw Bag and Stripe Bag are selling at $15 each! Can you imagine a Branded Brand selling at a DAMN CHEAP PRICE? There's a "WOOOOW" sound when the announced was made. Soooooo Funny haha and everybody just snatched the bags EVERYWHERE! Xinxin also snatched the bag like hell, when i saw her hand carried 4 bags on each arm, mean total 8 bags she was carrying. It's was damn funny loh. I can't said her as a typical shopper cos i also acted the same as her! Even one of my guyfriend, Nalvin, he also joined in to look out the bags we want and snatching everywhere! haha. He added: 'I never expect the SALES would be so fun! hahaha."

: 3 OF US BOUGHT TOTAL 0F 10 BAGS at $195.

: ME - $105

:XINXIN - $75

:NALVIN - $15

(sooo less compare to us, cos he bought a ladies bag for his friend!The bags are so heavy, but thanks to Nalvin, he's a gentleman. Helping all of us to carry. xieXie!)

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After payment, we went to far east to SHOP again. I bought a cute lace plain t-shirt with a printed girl on it cost at $29.90 from THE BOX.

*Cute right?*

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WE CAUGHT ANOTHER WAREHOUSE SALES @ SUNTEC CONVENTION HALL.
"JAY GEE SALES"
(Levis, ALDO, Cathier and other. Can't remember all!)
I bought something again. OMG! I been spending the whole day.

ALDO KENDRICKA SHOES @ $25.90.
With Citibank card add. 10% , so i need to pay only $22!
I felt so lucky cos it's the last pair. I just gadded it.

The Colour is so unique and matches well with GREY. So love it.

~TOTAL SPENDITIVE: $156.90-
(Still acceptable, cos i bought alot of things!)
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I bought a "PUMA PINK TOTTE BAG" last week for $79 @ Takashimaya!
But i only paid $19 cash cos I'm using voucher!

It's brighten up my personality and make me feel so cheerful when i use HER!
LIKE IT! LOVE IT!

That's all.......
[Feel kinda guilty and sinful that i kept on spending my money. haha!]

Apperciated and Concerned in me

I have been living in my own world for 2 weeks. During this 2 weeks, i appreciated what my friends have been pulling me strongly and accompany to walk with me. Each day passes, i felt that i'm getting stronger and stronger. Thanks to all my friends, without you all, i don't know what will happen to me. Planning my activities without consideration of boyfriend's exist and no burden on whether what my decision is make. I believe that being in single hood,there will be advantages. So i'm facing the fact each day and reminding myself that we are apart.

By coincidence, i realized all my close girlfriends were also having a hard time and miserable life in their relationships. I should not name them, but particularly reasons were:

A Gal: Boyfriend neglected her, not showing much concern on her, putting her in 2nd priorities. [A Gal's thought - He made me cried for days, i have been giving him alot of chances but it's doesn't seem any changes and i'm really tired of it. I want to be silent for few months.]

C Gal: Boyfriend are flirting around outside, ONS with gals without feeling and been cheated on her. [C Gal's thought - I really blind to love him, yet i still love him so much. Even now we agreed to end it but we're still contacting I know the truth only when i happen to see his inbox and asking what the hell is going on. I feel so dump.]

Y Gal: [Boyfriend over-controlled to her, easily angry when she get miss called from him, over-possessive for everything. He wanted to end this relationship because he need to fly back to his hometown which can't tell when he will return. [Y Gal's thought - I hope he really understand me and don't wish to get quarrel over a small matters. It's really upset when you want to leave me. Do we really have to end this relationship just because you need to fly back?]

Well, guys are heartless when they have decided what they want. " Some guys" feel that love in long-term relationships will be faded one day and things get to feel bored. Do you know what girls feel in long term relationships? Girls will tend to love more the each day even when it's for years, it will just go deeper and deeper until you're unbearable of him. We can't avoid fate, only to accept it. So in the end, we still have to strong to keep on moving no matter how hard we can't bear. I think relationship is part of life where everybody will need it. So, be a generous girl to give the blessing of yours to him. This is the best that we can do.

########## Peacefully and care-free life and i'm going to archive the best of me to make each day is a blessing!############

Fact From CLEO

Jo had sent me a message that she read this arrival from CLEO. It was written:

"It said woman tend to be more emotional than man, making harder for us to let go and move on. So many of us fool ourselves into thinking we can remain friends with an excuse, when the real reson behind keepin in contact withhim is to keep track of his life and make sure er move on faster then he does. But all this move does is to create unecessary stress and fufure heartbreak. The guy often said "You will find someone better and i hope you are doing fine on your own." This has do with nothing but spark off a vicious cycle of self pity. Particularly, if he move on while you are still trying to find it in you to throw little notes and other reminders od his presence. If you havenmoved on but persist in keeping contact with him, you are giving him the chance to run back to you if anything go wrong with his new relationship. Other than being his spare tyre, he might just get the idea you are still ava for sex for old time sake.

Sorry for those harsh word cos i really want to nurse your heartache and do not wish you in pain with this relationship. Embraced singlehood, party late into the night, ask friends out and enjoy things that you never had when you were in relationship. The best part is, you can enjoy doing all of this without feeling an ounce of guilt."

[Does it sound realistic to you?] *******

回家 - 顺子

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我还不明白
为什麽离开了我
没有你的电话
没有一封信
我每天晚上在这里
那里也不想去
可是我好爱你
我觉得我会离不开你
可惜我丢了你
慢慢我的眼泪留下来
回家
回家
我需要你
回家
回家
马上来我的身边
别再哭
就让他走
再多痛苦的等候
相信我也能承受
闭上眼
不再留恋
你却一遍又一遍
出现在想你的夜
别说不会有结果
永远永远
别说分手
而你
又怎麽能够
就这样的放手
一去不再回头
be here, just be there, my love and only love
回家
回家
我需要你
哦
回家
马上回家
我需要你
回家
回家
马上来我的身边
be here, just be there, my love and only love
回家
回家
马上来我的身边
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One Moment Listen Please

The Moment you are in Tension
You will lose your Attention
Then you are in total Confusion
And you will feel Irritation
Then you will spoil personal Relation
Ultimately, you won't get Co - Operation
Then you will make things Complication
Then your blood pressure may raise Caution
And you may have to take Medication
Instead, understand the Situation
And try to think about the Solution
Many problems will be solved by Discussion
This will work out better in your Profession
Don't think it's my free Suggestion
It's only for your Prevention
If you understand my Intention
You will never come again to Tension

Double Saddish Impact

I met kelvin after I've finished writing my blog last night. He's my ITE friend and i have not been seeing for 2 years. We decided to meet nearby my place. The 1st question he asked me is You have things to say izzit"? He can sense it. I have told him about my relationship and he has been listening for 5 years too. He's a good listener and gave me advise alot. I know i should look forward and things have to let it go sooner or later. Kelvin told me guys really like to play alot especially when they're in NS because they facing each other 24hr a day and all are a brunch of bunk mates. Without gf, it's definitely will be a enjoyable moment cos all friends are surrounded. But kelvin told me, it's another situation when they have gf, cos they have to schedule their time for friends and gf. Sometimes no choice, have to neglect one side and kanna shoot by friends or gf. To my surprise, kelvin BROKE off with his gf 3 weeks ago after i have vented out all my thoughts. I was shocked. He's look really down. For him, he have no choice to leave her, it is not because he didn't love her anymore, the reason is they couldn't understand what each of them wants and always end up quarreling. Kelvin still loves her but he knows that there's no point together and no future in between them. No matter how hurt, how unbearable he is, he still decided to leave his gf. It's really hurt when the love ones going to leave you. I admitted his courage, maybe he's a guy so his heart is much more stronger than me. Thanks for the companion last night. I know he mean me well which he don't want me to get hurt in future. I have told him actually i see no point too and maybe i been to use with him around, it could be the reason why I'm unbearable too. Sometimes Things isn't work out on your intention. I know kelvin will be able to start a new fresh life soon. I believe you can! Alright? i know it's hard. My phone will be available 24/7 for you. Let's move forward together, i might need your hand to pull me along. So better be prepare OK? I will be there for you also if you need a good listener too.