Double Saddish Impact

I met kelvin after I've finished writing my blog last night. He's my ITE friend and i have not been seeing for 2 years. We decided to meet nearby my place. The 1st question he asked me is You have things to say izzit"? He can sense it. I have told him about my relationship and he has been listening for 5 years too. He's a good listener and gave me advise alot. I know i should look forward and things have to let it go sooner or later. Kelvin told me guys really like to play alot especially when they're in NS because they facing each other 24hr a day and all are a brunch of bunk mates. Without gf, it's definitely will be a enjoyable moment cos all friends are surrounded. But kelvin told me, it's another situation when they have gf, cos they have to schedule their time for friends and gf. Sometimes no choice, have to neglect one side and kanna shoot by friends or gf. To my surprise, kelvin BROKE off with his gf 3 weeks ago after i have vented out all my thoughts. I was shocked. He's look really down. For him, he have no choice to leave her, it is not because he didn't love her anymore, the reason is they couldn't understand what each of them wants and always end up quarreling. Kelvin still loves her but he knows that there's no point together and no future in between them. No matter how hurt, how unbearable he is, he still decided to leave his gf. It's really hurt when the love ones going to leave you. I admitted his courage, maybe he's a guy so his heart is much more stronger than me. Thanks for the companion last night. I know he mean me well which he don't want me to get hurt in future. I have told him actually i see no point too and maybe i been to use with him around, it could be the reason why I'm unbearable too. Sometimes Things isn't work out on your intention. I know kelvin will be able to start a new fresh life soon. I believe you can! Alright? i know it's hard. My phone will be available 24/7 for you. Let's move forward together, i might need your hand to pull me along. So better be prepare OK? I will be there for you also if you need a good listener too.